I’m trying to stop smoking
I’m trying to stop these drink things I picked up when I quit suboxone
I told my husband my dream is to not depend on any substance to get me through my day
I lost my job 2 months ago. I’m not able to snap my fingers and have another. But I can control the things I’m wasting our money on.
I’ll never have my beach house as a smoker. I call the shots gas station crack. I’m determined.
I hate day ones
I had a day one of no drinking
I had a day one of no pain killers
I had a day one of no subutex
To me these days are just eerie. Nothing is scarier than putting something down I’ve grown to depend on.
But I also believe it’s time and the right thing to do
Praying praying praying….need to stay prayed up, then pray some more
Here’s to a giant step in helping my household save money.
(I really hope I don’t have to have another day one tomorrow)